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The importance of failure

Success can dazzle, even blind. It's in failure that those like Jonathan Trott can address their weaknesses

Rob Steen

March 19, 2014

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Jonathan Trott: mired in a personal trough © AFP

What happened to me? Did I lose my talent? Am I ever going to be good again?

Find me a public performer who hasn't echoed Bill Murray's self-pitying, crestfallen lament in Wes Anderson's The Life Aquatic With Steve Zissou. Jonathan Trott might have served his cause better had he plumped for such candour and simplicity - it might even have spared him Michael Vaughan's intemperate outburst - but no matter. Depression, stress, burnout, anxiety, panic - variations on the theme of mental unfitness are endless.

"I remember day two or three, it was a bit of a blur, I was getting headaches and all sorts of things and I wasn't eating properly towards the end and that's when the sleep started getting disruptive and emotionally that was when I was worst and it just boiled over. I had nothing left in the tank - mentally and emotionally pretty drained." The number of appearances of the word "and" in the first of those sentences tells us a lot.

As Trott recounted his feelings during last November's Brisbane Ashes Test to Sky Sports viewers, the memories jostled for breathing space; a disorderly queue of negative emotions was being flushed out. Eye contact was strong and certain, but that doesn't mean the scars don't hurt. Amid more measured comments, yes, those references to "crazy" and "nutcase" were supremely insensitive - one of the few things Vaughan was right about in his own insensitive, somewhat hypocritical tirade (well, he did resign the captaincy of his country mid-series). But perhaps Trott felt that distancing himself from a graver clinical condition was a necessary part of his recovery. The message was plain: "I can be good again… I will be good again."

A few years back, "burnout" was a genuine and growing concern: even before the IPL was a glint in the BCCI's eye, multiplying formats and a concertina-like international programme were placing an ever-increasing strain on the leading performers. Then came the domestic T20 eruption; now all bets were off. Now "burnout" was the fear that dare not speak its name. If the players chose to spread themselves even thinner, well, that was their funeral. Frankly, my dear, who gave a damn? Trott's travails should compel us to think anew, with greater compassion. The employers who arranged 61 Tests for their charges over the past five years have far more to answer for on that score than they do over the way they handled his sudden fall from grace.

Older readers might find themselves harking back 40 years to a similar episode involving Geoff Boycott, whose intensity Trott has always seemed bent on emulating, as Mark Ramprakash did before him. The superficial cause was Boycott's repeated humiliations by bowlers of trifling gifts, primarily Eknath Solkar (such is the contempt in which the Yorkshireman holds the late Indian left-arm swinger, the latter is not even accorded the respect of a forename in Boycott's first autobiography, published in 1987).

"Batting to me is more than a mechanical use of techniques," Boycott explained. "I have to feel in a good frame of mind if I am to do well." There was a lot preying on it: difficulties over his benefit season, a rotten start to the summer by Yorkshire, and the usual internecine squabbles at Headingley, let alone the selectors' galling - as he saw it - preference for Mike Denness as England captain over his own claims.

 
 
When nothing is working as it should, as had been the case for Trott since August 2013, convincing oneself that class truly is permanent and that form can only ever be temporary can tax the hardiest of hearts
 

The tipping point was another cheap dismissal in the first Test at Old Trafford. Nor did it help that it was "glaringly obvious that Denness wanted about as much to do with me as the Black Death". In taking stock, attested Boycott, "I realised, to my horror, that the desire and drive to play for England had gone. There was no satisfaction in it, very little involvement, even less pleasure… I couldn't take it any longer."

He duly informed Alec Bedser, the chairman of selectors, that he was "in no mental or emotional condition to play well for England". Yet when he put the phone down he felt no relief, and certainly no better. By the time he reached Bath, for Yorkshire's match against Somerset, he was "low, confused and physically ill… it might have been stress-related, I really don't know, but it was real and painful enough".

That September, by when his reign as Yorkshire captain was under threat, he did the unthinkable: he turned his country down. "Had anyone mentioned the mere possibility of it to the kid who played in the South Yorkshire back-streets or the young man who battled his way into the Yorkshire and England sides, he would have been invited to go forth and multiply. I would have considered him certifiable. But the culmination of events, circumstances and attitudes was too much to resist. I knew I could not go to Australia and do a good job for England." Not for another three years would he do international battle, yet recover he did, and prosper. Trott can draw hope from that.

In an interview published in the Times last Saturday, Rosabeth Moss Kanter, a Harvard professor billed by Rick Broadbent as an "expert on losing streaks", spelled out the commonalities linking sport and the world beyond. "In a losing streak everything deteriorates. There is often infighting and a lack of desire to show up for work because the situation is so unappealing. You see it in inner-city communities too, where neighbourhoods form gangs and fight against each other rather than working together." In an unusually perceptive moment, the all-too aptly named footballer Robbie Savage recalled the "soul-destroying" nature of a horrendous streak for Derby County not only robbing him of enthusiasm but reducing him to hatred for the game he once adored.

Trott, though, was mired in a personal trough. He'd gone 18 Test innings without a century before (and not that long ago). He'd also gone four ODIs without reaching 30 before, twice. This time, both happened concurrently, gnawing at his marrow.

One of the chief advantages of playing a uniquely multi-format sport is that success in one discipline can refuel another, or even persuade you to focus exclusively on a single discipline, the better to spare yourself all that angst and pain. But when nothing is working as it should, as had been the case for Trott since August 2013, convincing oneself that class truly is permanent and that form can only ever be temporary can tax the hardiest of hearts (unless, of course, your scorebook entry reads DG Bradman or SF Barnes).

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Rafael Nadal in action at Indian Wells, March 9, 2014
Has a sporting figure ever treated success and failure with such startling equanimity as Rafael Nadal? Stephen Dunn / © Getty Images
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Repeated exposure to failure can be our undoing, but it can also reinvigorate. As that hoary old saying goes, what doesn't kill us makes us stronger. For professional sportsfolk, unlike most mortals, failure, however relative, is transparent and statistical, sometimes tweetworthy, always inescapable. For all of us, what counts is how we cope with it, and the way we heed its lessons.

The challenge to those recuperating from a setback is whether to risk the self-diminishing agonies of failure again. All the more reason, then, to salute those who take that risk for our amusement, and when there is little or no apparent need. Witness Rafa Nadal, whose improbable comeback from a career-threatening injury has been immeasurably more successful than the tennis writers and even his doctors predicted.

Had that regal racqueteer's stomach churned at the prospect of failure, he would have taken one of two courses: he would never have dared return to the court (it's not as if he needed the pesetas or kudos) or, in so doing, that renowned courtly behaviour would have lapsed. Neither happened, almost certainly because Nadal possesses the quintessential prerequisite of all champions: those competitive fires still burned. Has a sporting figure ever treated those twin imposters with quite such startling equanimity?

We make much of self-assurance as the most priceless of assets. Not only does it embolden, it also enhances the power of bluff. Confidence, achievement and reputation form a virtuous circle; how often do off-form achievers prevail purely by dint of repute? Ian Botham managed just 40 wickets in his last 23 Tests, and most of those owed more to name than skill. That confidence may or may not be innate; for those whose work exposes them to daily ordeals by competitive fire, in public view, it can certainly be mercurial. One numbing or humbling failure at an inopportune time can do more to deflate it than a hundred triumphs can buoy it. It depends on how deep it runs.

Yet strength can only be enhanced by reducing or eradicating vulnerability; by logical extension, therefore, failure can be more important than success. Failure means those glances in the mirror are likelier to be stares - broodier, more searching, less self-deluding. Weaknesses are likelier to be addressed, lessons learned. Success, conversely, can dazzle, even blind. It can also deter acknowledgement of the influence exerted by sheer blind luck, an ingredient never more potent than in the competitive arts. Perhaps only the tiny ranks of the doubt-free actively desire failure - as motivation, as a counter to complacency - but maybe that's what keeps us all going. Should we fear it? No, but a spot of constructive loathing can come in handy.

Bill Murray/Steve Zissou relocated his mojo - or at least a semblance of it - with a gun, saving his crew from a band of murderous pirates. A less violent loosening-up might do Trott a power of good.

Rob Steen is a sportswriter and senior lecturer in sports journalism at the University of Brighton. His latest book is Floodlights and Touchlines: A History of Spectator Sport

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Posted by jay57870 on (March 22, 2014, 11:11 GMT)

Rob - It's a relevant topic! Just like Steve Jobs openly declared: "It's OK to fail"! As a college drop-out, Jobs founded APPLE. Years later he was fired. He admitted it "was the best thing that could have ever happened to me ... It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life." He reinvented himself & APPLE (world's most valuable brand today)! Turn to Sachin Tendulkar: He faced a career-threatening tennis elbow injury in 2004. He continued to play through pain but had to have surgery a year later. He thought his career was over. It was a very difficult period of his life as he underwent an arduous rehab regimen. He never gave up. Not only did he bounce back from adversity, he reinvented himself through physical endurance & mental toughness. It's his phenomenal Staying Power: to play through pain & injury, slumps & fatigue, and the intense pressures of constant public/media scrutiny! Yes, it's a lesson on "The importance of failure" for those like Trott! Spot on, Rob!!

Posted by yoadie on (March 20, 2014, 6:58 GMT)

Brilliant stuff Rob. And as always, cricket has lessons for life, and living. Because, to truly appreciate success, one has to have fought through failure. England lost to Australia 0-5, when Trott trotted away from Johnson. That set the tone for that Test series. And to learn now, that the public might have been bamboozled. Well, that's an entirely different kettle of fish. Vaughn and Pringle are therefore right to ask, (quote): "Can Trott, ever be trusted again?" I now have a new-found respect for Gordon Greenidge, whose opening Test salvo on the 1975-76 West Indies tour of Australia, in the fire of Lillee and Thomson, was a double-duck in Brisbane. That double-blow could have devastated him. But it didn't.

Posted by Puffin on (March 20, 2014, 0:37 GMT)

I agree with a lot of this article and especially the comparison to GB. Failure is an important aspect of sport and also life generally, it stops you being complacent and forces you to stop and think. Sometimes constant success comes a little too easily - is it because the opponents are poor? Is because you're lucky? Or was the run of good times just because you really are almost superhuman? Just plodding along and hoping things will improve may not help - they might make things worse in the long run.

There's much food for thought in recent events. In order to have entertaining, money-making cricket, what is the effect on the players who are giving us those things?

Posted by Joll on (March 19, 2014, 23:31 GMT)

Is burnout an excuse for failure? A batsman is only really required to concentrate when he is batting (assuming he is not a bowler). Over the course of the 6 months preceding the Brisbane test match, for how many hours was Trott actually required to concentrate? 100? 200? Why would such concentration cause burnout? If it did, why did Tendulkar not suffer from burnout? Maybe the true picture is Trott had become stale, wasn't making as many runs as he would have liked and so was losing some of his passion for the game, and did not enjoy the contest with Mitchell Johnson. To look at this another way, how many batsmen scoring loads of runs claim burnout? Indeed, batsmen scoring loads of runs should be suffering burnout more than those batsmen who aren't, surely.

Posted by   on (March 19, 2014, 20:14 GMT)

why are some people criticizing trott. these sort of things can happen to anyone . now he has made a comeback in domestic cricket . surely he will comeback and also prove himself mentally strong enough

Posted by   on (March 19, 2014, 17:22 GMT)

I feel for any player who has problems be it "stress related or bunt out". The body language suggested and still does the particular player is in need of help. I do not believe he is no where near ready to take on his place in the England team. He was one of the best but his performance towards the end of his sudden departure from Australia clearly showed it is not the decision taken by some one who is "burnt out" but a lot more than that. Time is a healer. Please do not rush and destroy a carrier.

Posted by   on (March 19, 2014, 14:17 GMT)

Good article but I had a thought about the comparison to Boycott. Boycott had a "strange" personality that left him at odds with team mates and others in the community at large. He was not "one of the lads" shall we say and in team sports it puts less pressure on an individual going through a lean patch when fellow team mates rally around the individual. If this doesn't happen the individual goes through the lean patch on their own and becomes introverted, making it more difficult to deal with the failure. Without the support of team mates it builds to the point it becomes unbearable.

Posted by jackiethepen on (March 19, 2014, 11:01 GMT)

How you deal with failure is going to define how successful you are. Because failure is part of a cricketer's life. There is no escaping it. Loss of form. Struggles with a bowler. However some cricketers are given more rope than others. When Ian Bell tried to hit a first ball six in India and was out, Michael Atherton told him his career was finished. He told him to return home (Bell was waiting for the call about his wife going into labour) and never return. Bell had not been struggling for months letting the team down. He had successfully opened with the ODI side against Australia and the West Indies, Man of Series awards both times. The Test side had just got through the Pietersen text debacle but he battled to keep the game afloat at the Oval and put in a partnership with Bairstow at Lords. The viciousness of the media to his ill judged shot was spectacular. At Nagpur Bell delivered a century. Bell carried the England batting in the Ashes summer with his best season ever.

Posted by Sarthak1305 on (March 19, 2014, 10:12 GMT)

It is in this respect I truly respect Tendulkar, Trotts own expectations he had from himself got the better of him, imagine the cricket pundits of the entire world plus a billion people scrutinizing Tendulkar for more than 20 years!!! For Englands sake I hope Trott comes back a much stronger man

Posted by richardghwebber on (March 19, 2014, 9:38 GMT)

Excellent and very balanced article, Rob, if I may say so. Trott was foolish in his choice of words, but that should not open him to criticism for getting out of something he could no longer stand. If he just couldn't run into the machine-gun fire any more, he just couldn't run into the machine-gun fire any more. Whether he couldn't because he was ill or couldn't because he had lost confidence is relevant only to treatment/rehabilitation/confidence-rebuilding/whatever turns out to be needed. It isn't clever, having rightly received universal sympathy for his mental state, to then distance himself from "crazies"; but nor is it clever for those who are now some distance from the machine-gun fire to say they have been "conned" by drawing a black-and-white distinction between mental health and burn-out which doesn't exist.

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Rob Steen Rob Steen is a sportswriter and senior lecturer in sports journalism at the University of Brighton, whose books include biographies of Desmond Haynes and David Gower (Cricket Society Literary Award winner) and 500-1 - The Miracle of Headingley '81. His investigation for the Wisden Cricketer, "Whatever Happened to the Black Cricketer?", won the UK section of the 2005 EU Journalism Award "For diversity, against discrimination". His latest book, Floodlights and Touchlines: A History of Spectator Sport, will be published in the summer of 2014

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