'I was on the sidelines for three years, so now that I have the chance I want to take it'
Tabraiz Shamsi maps his journey from seam bowler to front-line spinner for South Africa in the limited-overs formats
"The A team coach said being an offspinner is easier and that annoyed me, so I decided to become a wristspinner" • Getty Images
At that stage, yes. But when I started out playing cricket in high school, I was a fast bowler, or at least I thought I was. I bowled seam up. And when I was doing trials for the under-14 team, the coaches told me I wasn't quick enough to be a fast bowler. I was quite heartbroken because I was watching guys like Allan Donald and Shaun Pollock. The truth was that I was running up and bowling cutters and the coaches suggested I become a spinner. The A team coach told me to become an offspinner and the B team coach a legspinner, so I asked each of them why I should become that kind of bowler. The A team coach said being an offspinner is easier and that annoyed me. Why should I take the easier option? So I decided to become a wristspinner.
No one, really. I watched a lot on TV and I did whatever came naturally to me. When I was bowling seam up, I only had a slightly longer run-up, which is why even now, my run-up is quite long and I am not too technical about things. At the time I was watching guys like Brad Hogg, because he was the only other left-arm wristspinner around, and also Saeed Ajmal and how he spun the ball in to the right-hander. And then of course, Shane Warne.
Yes, I do a lot of work with our analyst, Prasanna Agoram, who adds a lot of value to our set-up. He gets all the footage and I study it, especially to see how the batsmen bat and where to pitch the ball. That's why I say technically I am not fussed, because if I am worried about how high my arm goes, then I won't land the ball where I want it. Mostly I watch the batsmen to see where they hit the ball, to see how I should bowl to them, and then I like to do those things in practice.
Since joining the national side, I have been on the backburner, played here and there, and I understood why I didn't play a lot because of the job Imran Tahir was doing. Now, it's nice to be able to play consistently and learn all the time and even to make mistakes. Like I said before, I look forward to going out there and trying things and getting a few things wrong because I have an opportunity in the next game to go out there and fix it. And then when things work, it provides a bit of reassurance that I'm on the right track, so it has been good to see that.
I don't ever think that a spot is mine but I want to make the most of the opportunity. I had to wait for three years on the sidelines and that wasn't nice, so now that I have the chance, I want to take it. We've spoken a lot about role definition and I know that I don't have to bowl variations every ball, for example. I have to be able to do both roles - attacking and containing. And I saw it during the Australia ODI series. Even when I didn't take wickets, I saw that I was able to win games by keeping things tight.
What happens in the administration is not our domain. What we found is that even though guys had not played a lot of international cricket, we all knew each other really well. We had been playing provincial and franchise cricket together and most of us started around the same time, so we had known each other for about ten years and we knew each other's games well. It's almost like it worked to our benefit that the opposition didn't know that much about us. It was disappointing not to win more, but the guys really gelled well.
I've known him a long time, because we played provincial cricket when he was 15 and I was about 16 or 17 and then we lost touch. He doesn't speak much, but I know what he wants and he is very clear in his instructions.
The way I started was because of the leagues. I got the opportunity to play in the CPL and the IPL before I played for South Africa. I think it's good to play in leagues because you learn a lot. It's always good to go and pick up a few things from other players and learn how they get players out. If I get the opportunity, I will still go, provided it doesn't interfere with South Africa commitments.
Magic has been a hobby of mine since I was young, and when I was in high school, around the ages of 14 and 16, I wanted to become a magician. Then I was selected for the provincial under-17 and under-19 sides, so I had to put magic on the backburner, but it's always been something that's intrigued me - like how to make things appear and disappear - and so I've kept working on it a little.
As sportspeople, I think we can spread a positive message. Many people listen to sportsmen and so it's up to us to encourage them to do the right thing. We can also play a role in supporting our healthcare workers. I really feel sorry for them. Everyone is scared but they are the ones that have to go out there and help others.
Firdose Moonda is ESPNcricinfo's South Africa correspondent