'If Brendon and I agreed always, it would not be a functional relationship'
Mike Hesson looks back at an eventful ten months in charge of New Zealand, including the Ross Taylor controversy

"Brendon is a risk taker. He is not afraid to go with his gut on the field, and I like that" • AFP
I started coaching when I was 21, to grow into the director of cricket at Otago. When you start young, you tend to progress through the ranks at a relatively young age.
Yes, it is fair to think so. You start to build the culture within the playing group and also get your support staff together, and people that you feel will work well together, so we are developing that. Certainly had some challenges along the way, played some good sides, and had some good results as well. It has been a tough introduction.
When I left Kenya I did not have a job. So when I arrived in New Zealand there was a lot of uncertainty. And when John Wright resigned I had to go through the (recruitment) process. Once I was appointed, the first six months were on the road: Test series in India, Sri Lanka, followed by the South African tour. So I did not have a lot of time to get the group together.
The gap is the mental one, really. It is about allowing the players to trust what they have and trust what they have done to be successful at the domestic level. If they can just narrow the focus down so that all they are doing is watching the ball and reacting, they give themselves the best chance to succeed at the international level. It is when you start to feel like you have to reinvent your game to go up a little - that is when you start to go around in circles and probably never really find yourself.
If you have played Test cricket you automatically arrive with a level of respect. You have a grace period before the players find out what your ability as a coach is. When you don't have that, you are respected purely on your coaching ability. So you start from zero and you earn respect through your ability.
"We can't disagree with New Zealand's ranking. We have earned that ranking over the last five or six years. We cannot hide from that"
I never felt that way. It is unconventional to have a non-Test player coaching an international team. It has happened a few times but it is still not traditional.
I try and create an environment where every player feels comfortable that he can contribute. And also allowing players to leverage off other players. I do not know everything about cricket, far from it. But within our playing group and coaching group, we have a lot of the answers. So my aim is to try and create an environment where everyone feels comfortable to create discussions which can help us learn from each other.
The biggest gain was, we introduced new players. Hamish Rutherford and Bruce Martin came, and we recalled Peter Fulton. The fact that we had players who had just played domestic cricket mostly and came in and made an impact straightaway gave the whole group a lot of confidence.
It was. We need to provide some stability. Firstly we need to think we have the right players. And then we need to have them for the right period of time to allow them to show they can make a major contribution.
I think as a coach you need to be on the selection panel, without a doubt. You need to give your input because you are trying to create stability within the group and giving guys confidence of the playing opportunities and trying to assist them in terms of being successful. It helps control the direction you want the team to go.
Mainly we changed the balance of our squad. We went in with six batsmen as opposed to having an allrounder. We felt we needed to strengthen one area of our game. By doing that we asked different questions of our bowling attack. We always struggled to score enough runs, so by having six specialists and one wicketkeeper-batsman, we had depth. It showed during the England series - even when we lost two wickets in quick succession, we were still able to fight back.
Brendon is a very good captain, on and off the field. I have known him for a long time, though I have not worked with him as a captain for long. He has certainly changed as a person and player. He is in a really good space personally, and within the group he is a calm leader. He is a risk taker: he is not afraid to go with his gut on the field. And I like that.
No. We are very different personalities. I am a little more conservative. So we challenge each other on a lot of things. Whenever we sit down to discuss the next session or talk about the team composition, we have good debates.
I do not think we were exposed at all technically from a batting perspective. We played against an exceptionally good seam bowling attack, especially in Cape Town. We lost three wickets in the first half a dozen overs in the morning, so our middle order was exposed to the seaming ball.
We had just won a Test in Sri Lanka before the South African tour. Ross [Taylor] had played very well, Kane [Williamson] had got a hundred, Tim Southee and Trent Boult had bowled superbly. But that was in very, very foreign conditions, in the subcontinent, where we played four Tests. And then to go directly to Cape Town, where the ball nipped around all the time... we were exposed.
The rankings are there for a reason. We can't disagree. We have earned that ranking over the last five or six years. We cannot hide from that.
It is. I pride myself on building relationships with players, about getting to know them, and trying to find people within the group that can help service them and help them get to be as good as they can be.
We certainly are developing our relationship nicely. The circumstances have been well documented. We have been working well together.
"I do not know everything about cricket, far from it. But within our playing group and coaching group, we have a lot of the answers. So my aim is to try and create an environment where everyone feels comfortable to create discussions which can help us learn from each other"
Whenever you make a decision like changing a captain, it is difficult. All I want to say is that at no stage during that process do you want to upset anybody or put someone in a difficult situation. That obviously occurred, which was unfortunate.
It was a difficult period - tough for myself, for my family, and tough for a lot of people. As I said, when those decisions are difficult, when you make such decisions you do not intend to hurt anybody.
Ross is a huge part of our group. He is our premier batsman and he has performed very well in Engalnd in the past. We are a far better team when Ross Taylor is in the team and performing well. It is great to have him back.
It is important for Ross to impose himself. He is quite an imposing batsman. Once he has got that level of confidence he is actually quite hard to bowl to. So it is a matter of getting the confidence, getting that imposing nature at the crease. Also, he works with some of the younger batsmen as well. So the more comfortable he can feel about his own game, the more comfortable he will feel helping others.
Players in this group are very responsible, very self-analytical, and very hard on each other as well as on themselves. But there is always the balance factor. Balance is something you are always trying to find as a coach. You are trying to make sure that when the players enter a game they are confident about the skills they have and that they have prepared accordingly.
We have a lot of very talented youngsters but they tend to mature late for international cricket. A lot of that is just based around the environment we live in. What I tend to find with our guys is, once they have entered the first-class scene and experienced a couple of tough seasons and then come back to the national squad, those are the ones ready for international cricket as they are stronger mentally.
Absolutely. Because we have got such a small pool of players, we have to make sure we do not try and service everybody. We have to identify players that really have got the qualities to be successful at the international level and then give them the funding so that we can put a programme in place. Then more of them are going into international cricket.
It has been a huge learning curve in terms of the amount of time you spend away from home. The empathy that you have with players, that they have got partners and wives and children at home as well, the issues they have to deal with... It is a tough job. You have to believe in your philosophy and you have to trust in what you have to do.
Nagraj Gollapudi is an assistant editor at ESPNcricinfo