Shashank Singh: 'I've realised cricket is my life. I don't know what I would do without it'

The night of June 3 still haunts Shashank Singh. Punjab Kings had done most things right in IPL 2025. They topped the group stages, qualified for their first IPL final in 11 years, and looked set for a maiden title. But they fell short in the final.

Shashank was a central figure in the team's run to the final. He was their fifth-highest run-getter, with 350 runs in 17 innings and a strike rate of 153.50. More importantly, he was their designated finisher.

When he came in to bat in the final, PBKS were four down, with the required rate close to 12 an over. Quickly running out of partners, Shashank got a few boundaries away, and while he finished unbeaten on 61 off 30, it wasn't enough. PBKS lost to Royal Challengers Bengaluru by six runs.

"It still hurts," Shashank says. "Sometimes, when I recall what could have happened... it is very easy to say that I have moved on. But these things take time.

"You say things [like] the sun will rise tomorrow, there will be another day. These things are nice to say and hear. It is very important to move on in cricket, but sometimes it doesn't happen. The next ten to 14 days were very tough for me.

"Every ball. I remember every ball even now. Where could I have been better? Should I have attacked Krunal Pandya? Should I have gone after Romario Shepherd a little early? Should we have done better [in] the field? What could I have done differently? I have moved on, obviously, and there are lots of things to look forward to. But yeah, sometimes it still hurts."

Since the start of IPL 2024, only Prabhsimran Singh has more runs than Shashank's 704 in 28 innings for PBKS. Shashank averages nearly 47 across these two seasons, while striking at 158.91. While things are on the up now, it was very different three years ago, when he was left devastated after going unsold at the auction for the 2023 IPL. Having been on the IPL circuit since 2017 with Delhi Daredevils (2017), Rajasthan Royals (2019-21) and Sunrisers Hyderabad (2022) and still only having played ten games, Shashank, 31 at the time, was left contemplating his future.

His PBKS signing for the 2024 season was mired in confusion after a mix-up during the auction where for a while it seemed that Punjab Kings wanted to rescind their winning bid for him. It led to plenty of trolling on social media for months. But now, with the worst behind him, Shashank firmly believes it was all for the best.

"Whatever I am today is because of that IPL auction where I did not get picked on December 23, 2022. I am what I am today because of that date," Shashank says. "If someone tells me that I am gradually improving, it is because of that year - it keeps me in check. I get reminded about it sometimes, once a year, sometimes once a month, but I do get reminded of it. And then suddenly I start getting scared. And then you realise, no one is bigger than the sport and can never be. So I start again. It was an eye-opener for me. Whenever I slack [off] or get laid back, I immediately snap out of it, recalling that time.

"If that wouldn't have happened, I probably wouldn't have loved this sport as much, nor would I have been working so hard. Till two years back, I used to say that cricket is a part of your life, not your life. But I've realised lately that cricket is my life. I don't know what I will do without this sport. If someone asks me my plans after five-six years, I get scared because this sport has become my life."

Over the last few years he has transformed himself from a middle-order batter to a death-overs specialist. It didn't come naturally, but he took the plunge to give himself a chance to stand out from the competition. He first explored the finisher's role at the DY Patil tournament in February 2023 in Mumbai and realised he had the "calmness and maturity" required to play in the position. For the rest of the year he practised batting with the tail and worked on his power-hitting. It gave him a fresh lease of life when he was picked up by PBKS.

In this year's IPL, no batter had more runs than Shashank's 242 in the last five overs of an innings. Across the last two IPL seasons, only Tristan Stubbs (360) has more runs in the death overs than Shashank's 318 at a strike rate of 213.42.

"Surya [Suryakumar Yadav] once told me that the player who bats at No. 6 and 7 gets judged the most," Shashank says. "There are more times that you will fail, because the level of risk you take is the highest.

"See, I want to be a superstar for my team. That role of a hero, I want to be that. And I feel that the best time to become a hero is by batting at No. 5 and 6. I enjoy taking responsibility, I like it when the odds are against me. When the team needs 12 runs off two balls, I want to be the batter to hit the two sixes.

"Sometimes I feel I would have got more visibility if I had batted up the order. I have batted there all my life, I have scored runs also. But I feel I am the best as a finisher and that's why the team has selected me in that position."

Shashank is also a handy medium-pacer, and while he hasn't bowled much in the IPL, he has picked up 37 wickets in List A cricket and 20 in T20s. In the 2023-24 domestic season, he became the first Indian to make over 150 runs and pick up five wickets in the same List A match, against Manipur.Earlier this year he won the BCCI's Lala Amarnath award for the best allrounder in domestic limited-overs competitions for the 2023-24 season.

Despite all that and his decently consistent run with the bat, Shashank hasn't received an India, or even an India A, call-up yet. "I won't say that I don't feel bad [at not getting a national call-up]," he says. "There is disappointment. But again, can I do anything about that? Yes, keep on performing and keep on asking what else I can do better.

"I don't want to just play for India; I want to win matches for the country. I visualise and think the same way. Even today, when I'm training, power-hitting, I think about what I need to do to win matches. If I'm playing in Australia, I'll be facing conditions where there is extra bounce, so I need to improve my pulls and cuts. If I'm playing in India, I'll need power-hitting so that I can clear the ropes easily.

"See, my job is to tick the boxes, to work hard. I can only control the things which are in my hand. That national call, that India A call-up, how that will happen, when it will happen, I don't know. But one thing is that I still have a dream. That dream of winning matches for India. It will happen. The belief is still there."

Some might think that at 34 Shashank is past his prime, but he feels his best years are ahead of him. He draws inspiration from an illustrious former Mumbai team-mate who made his T20I debut at 30. "Surya hit Jofra [Archer] for six in his first match [innings] and now he's the captain of the Indian team," he says.

"Then there's Pravin Tambe. He didn't play for India, but at the age of 41, he debuted in IPL. Can you imagine that!

"Sometimes, when you are disappointed about not seeing your name [among those picked], then these examples come to mind. These players had that belief and that's why they are there.

"In our sport, there is no criteria for age. It all depends on the performance of an individual and the team's needs. I think age is unnecessarily categorised as an important thing. I just feel it is an excuse. If I am a liability for the team, if I can't run quickly between the wickets, if I can't field in the outfield, then yes, surely the age factor comes into play. But when you are proactive, you are an asset to the team. Then age is just another number."

IPL 2025 was the first time PBKS made it to the final since 2014, and Shashank attributes the team's success to the captain and coach, Shreyas Iyer and Ricky Ponting.

"Shreyas is at a different level altogether," Shashank says. "He has his own aura, a different mindset altogether. Won't talk rubbish, won't tolerate rubbish. When he bats in the nets, he knows what he is doing. If someone asks me: who is the best captain you have played under? Hands down, Shreyas Iyer.

"And then Ricky sir, he has made the game very simple. Cricket can be a complicated sport at times. If you ask a batsman, the leg shouldn't go across, the head shouldn't fall, but Ricky sir has simplified the game brilliantly.

"You know why he is a great coach? It's because he knows what a player wants. I'll give you an example. I did not bat in the nets a single day throughout the IPL. Once the matches began, for two-and-a-half months, from the first match against Gujarat Titans till the final, I did not bat in the nets even once. Even Shreyas sometimes used to say, 'Bro, what are you doing?'

"Everyone has their own rhythm. After so many years, I now know my game. IPL is a high-pressure tournament. Even on non-match days there is a little pressure on everyone involved. Sometimes when batting in the nets, if you miss a few balls, if you mistime a few shots, there is added pressure on yourself. If I play a bad shot in the nets, I start thinking about that one shot rather than the other good shots I played. And I don't know how but Ricky sir understood this."

Ahead of the last IPL season, Shashank had just one goal in mind: to not be a one-season wonder. Having ticked that box, he now wishes to manifest two things in the next year.

"If you ask me about the team, then Punjab is lifting next year's IPL for sure," he says "And one more prediction I have, and that is in the upcoming [T20] World Cup in India, I'll be playing, and I'll be winning games for the team. I don't know how that will happen, but I surely believe that it will happen."