'I have just one aim: to win the IPL trophy this year'
Ishant Sharma has his eye on the big prize, and this season he has put his heart into getting Delhi Capitals there
"It's a small word, doubt, but you can get mentally disturbed when it occurs" • Getty Images
See, I am not someone who thinks that much like yeh kya hain, woh kya hain. Woh sab [What is this, or that]. I just want to win games for my team. My main motto is to win the IPL trophy.
Yeah, it is a big boost for me [the Test form]. Because if you are taking wickets for India you take that confidence into the IPL. The good thing about this season at Capitals, we are having good bowling-group meetings. We discuss the plans and then try and execute even in the training, where we think that we are not bowling to our batsmen but to the opposition batsmen. Then you are mentally ready. Then you know what's your Plan B, what's your Plan A to a certain player. And when you are more clear at the top of your mark, then things become really easy.
Even in Tests when you are not getting wickets... take the first Test at Edgbaston during the England tour last year. We were behind in that Test. The doubt was, what if I can't take those wickets, what if we can't score those runs? In those moments you have to trust yourself, believe in your game. That's how I have changed myself.
"My IPL economy is eight right now, but people still don't consider me a good death bowler. I don't know why"
I did not even watch the auction. We were in Perth during the Australia Test series. [On auction day, December 18] I was sitting with Bhuvi [Bhuvneshwar Kumar] and his wife, having a coffee. The Australia tour was very important and we wanted to win away from India, having lost in South Africa and England. So we were talking about the Perth Test when I got a call from BCCI congratulating me for being picked by the Capitals.
Before that, when I played for [Rising Pune] Supergiant, and even at Kings XI, I was a replacement player. So I wasn't really shocked, to be very honest, because I knew I didn't do well [previously in the IPL].
Actually the role of bowling in the Powerplay was not planned. In the game against Mumbai , after I took two wickets, Shreyas [Iyer] told me I should bowl the rest of my overs later. But I said, "No, let me bowl one more over. Maybe if I get another wicket, the game will get over." I took Quinton de Kock's wicket. So after that game I started bowling three overs upfront in the Powerplay.
Because if you are always happy with what you are doing, there's something wrong. There's always a chance to reflect on where you can improve your game. If you reflect and you don't execute, that's a different thing. But if I bowl a bad ball, I ask myself why I did that, what I was planning?
See, as I told you I don't really think about these things. You just told me I'm fourth.
Seriously, we don't even talk about such things. We don't think about stats. Do your job, do your basics right. For me, I am expressing myself. I am doing what I can do best. End of the day, what matters to me is how look at myself. After you retire you can talk about how many wickets you took. But as a person, what will you take? You will take how many trophies you lift. You take what bonding you create as a team. You take good memories. I am fond of all those things, and not all the stats. I don't care about the economy. Seriously.
No. It might add pressure on me now that you have told me (chuckles). On a serious note, I don't really think about how many runs I have given. I am doing what best I can do to win a game.
Yes, I do. But what brings me a wicket, you have got to analyse that as well. That is important. In Test matches I don't get wickets in a clutch. Suddenly I don't take five wickets. So the way I take wickets in a Test match is by creating a lot of pressure, bowling a lot of overs, pitching on a good length and being consistent. I understand that. I do the same thing in T20: keep bowling, keep persisting for long enough. Even if you are not taking wickets in this format, if you are economical you are doing a fantastic job for the team. I want to take wickets, but you only get four overs.
"There's a lot of hard yards you have to do in county cricket. Every penny you earn there, it is hard work"
I think it carried. I told him, "You are out, walk, go." He said, "No, it was one-bounce, you go and bowl." The umpire gave it not out. Virat hit me for a six next ball. Even against Rohit [Sharma], against Mumbai Indians in Delhi, I was having fun in the middle. I told him, "Maar na" [Hit it]. He said, "Yeh kya wicket pe khelte ho tum? Kahan se maroonga?" [What kind of wicket is this? How will I hit it?]. After the match I told him, "Maara nahin tune yaar" [You didn't hit big]. He said, "Udhar aa na" [Come to Wankhede]. I told him: "Out kiya na tujhe" [But I got you out]. So these are fun moments we have despite playing with intensity. Yes, we are playing the IPL, but the Indian team is my first family.
If you look at the stats, in the IPL every bowler from every team has gone for more than ten runs. My IPL economy is eight right now, but people still don't consider me a good death bowler. I don't know why. Yes, in the past I did go for runs, but that's the past. You have to see what I'm doing right now.
Yes, I have won twice (smiles). First was against KKR, where I had four overs for 21 and then against Hyderabad three overs for 17 bowling in the Powerplay to Jonny Bairstow and [David] Warner.
My strength is swinging the ball into the batsman, so I was focusing on getting the swing. Against Bairstow I did not want to give him a boundary. The best part of the planning has been to keep things simple. You cannot get a team out in one spell. That does not happen in T20 cricket. If you can get the new ball to land on a length then it becomes difficult for every batsman. Maybe he can hit one ball, he might hit two, but he will find it difficult to hit the third one if you pitch on length.
After the Australia tour I returned home and played for Delhi in the Syed Mushtaq Ali tournament. Even there I bowled pretty well. I trained a lot bowling against a single stump. I also placed a cone on length with the aim being to hit top of off stump. Or I placed a shoe and hit it if I wanted to execute the yorker. That is called target bowling. The main goal for a bowler is to finish on top of off stump with the new ball, irrespective of the format. I have been doing that ever since I have been playing cricket. Maybe having had a good Test season and doing okay in the IPL, people are realising these things.
Other than SRH and KKR, against Rajasthan Royals I bowled two overs in the Powerplay and two at death. I only gave 28 [actually 29] runs. Against Kings XI Punjab, first two overs I gave 16 [15], but then bowled a four-run third over against Chris Gayle.
My mindset is to just to create that pressure ball by ball. I want to get him out. I want to play competitive cricket against the batsman. Yes, if you are good enough you can hit me one ball, but I will back my strengths - whether it is a yorker, length ball, knuckleball.
I have started bowling the knuckleball. In the past I went for runs with the new ball because I was just bowling the same length again and again. So there was no variation in the pace. With the knuckleball, due to my height I get bounce but the ball also comes slow in the air - batsmen think it is a normal ball and get beaten at times.
I started training virtually the day I returned from Australia. I started developing new skills like the knuckleball, back-of-the-hand slower ball.
I asked him what length he tries to hit with his knuckleball. I thought he tries to float his knuckleball, but he said he tries to hit a length. Then I realised if you hit a length, it is very difficult for the batsman to hit. If you float, it might wobble and not land on the right length.
Just one aim: to win the IPL trophy this year. Jeetna hain. I'm pretty sure we will win. I don't know why, but I have that belief.
Nagraj Gollapudi is a deputy editor at ESPNcricinfo