'I'm here to lead by example'
Back after yet another hiatus, Zaheer Khan has taken up the mantle of the team's spearhead again
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I've always been open to learning things. I've always been looking to improve in terms of how I can pace myself, utilise the time off getting better in terms of fitness. Fast bowling is a combination of physical and mental workouts. It is very important for a fast bowler to do a certain amount of physical training in order to get ahead. The fitter you are, the longer the spells you can bowl - especially in Test matches, where you have to be ready for it physically.
Yes, that's what my aim is: to become aware about how much strain my body can take. One of the crucial decisions I made recently was to take a break after the IPL, since I wasn't ready physically. Experience has helped me take crucial decisions and put my foot down, even if you want to play mentally and are hungry to play at the highest level and don't want to miss any game. At times you can take the wrong decision. I'm wiser now. If I'm confronted with an injury, I'm ready to take my time. Things have changed in that regard.
Trent Bridge is definitely up there. When we went to England, I knew I had to deliver because I had played a whole season of country cricket just a year before and I was familiar with the conditions.
To some extent it did motivate me, and re-ignite the fire.
No. I've always believed in my abilities. That was the first time, actually, that I was out of the team and the reason wasn't injury - it was more to do with performance. I've never been shy of working hard.
I would again like to say that it was Worcester, in terms of getting to this level. After the 2003 World Cup we had a six-month break and when I got back I kept getting injured. That made me ask myself how I could overcome this. It got resolved when I played a season for Worcester. I was just enjoying myself and the whole process. I was into a routine where everything clicked in terms of awareness, consistency, bowling rhythm, and in terms of understanding my body.
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I did find out why the injuries happened. The main reason was the break after the 2003 World Cup. At that time I was very keen to play county cricket, but I decided against it because I was advised rest, since I had been playing for two years non-stop. But with the kind of body I have, the more I bowl the better get. So the break went against me because the six-month layoff didn't help. It was the off-season in India, so I didn't get any competitive cricket and instability developed in my body. I paid the price in terms of time: I was struggling for the next one-and-a-half years. But I worked hard and came out of it.
Dennis [Lillee] told me: "You yourself should take the responsibility of finding exactly what you need, how you can get the best out of yourself. You yourself are the best coach". The important thing is to have that realisation within you, to have the hunger to get to the next level.
That's how I've been since I started playing cricket. I came from Shrirampur [a small town in Maharashtra], I started playing late, when I was 17, and I always knew that I had to catch up with a lot of things.
Sri Lanka was a very important series for me. I was playing international cricket after seven months. It is not easy to come back after you've left when you were on top. I had taken five wickets in my previous Test [in Melbourne], so I had a great rhythm and I was flowing. It's always tough to get that rhythm back. Ideally, I wanted to play a few domestic games before I announced myself fit for the Tests. Thankfully I went to National Cricket Academy and played with the India A squad, who were practising there. I bowled about 15-odd overs and did whatever I could before announcing I was ready. I kept getting better as the series progressed. I knew that I needed to bowl a certain number of overs, and when I bowled 35-odd overs in the first Test it helped me to get back quicker.
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It was one of the best spells we bowled together. It was a treat to watch him run in and hit the deck hard. He was bowling in the high 140s, which was a great thing. If you have someone bowling like him at the other end it always helps when you are a bowler who relies on movement rather than pace. That's the reason you bowl well in partnerships. It was one of the nice bowling partnerships I've been part of. Like the one I shared with Sreesanth at the Wanderers two years ago.
It's always good to see someone have that fearlessness - when you are new at the international level, you just want to run in, hit the deck hard, bowl pace. So I help them channel their energies in the right way. Like, if anyone has any questions about getting the areas right or how to go about training. I've been telling all the youngsters to develop a routine that will help them through the season. This I've learned through experience.
I don't want to tie myself down. On a particular day if I feel like trying something, there's no harm. It all depends on what the situation is. I don't plan it.
I've never planned how many years I want to play. It's just the sheer enjoyment of doing my routine, doing my stuff. As long as I'm enjoying that, I will be playing. I'm not setting goals in terms of time. I'll play as long as I'm enjoying the challenge - enjoying getting up to the aches and pains fast bowlers get.
It's that will to perform. They were all winners. They wanted to set an example, and the kind of pride they used to take in it was something special. I believe now that I'm here to lead by example. I've had that pride right from day one. I've always told myself that, and discussed it with my family.
Nagraj Gollapudi is an assistant editor at Cricinfo