'We loved what we did and the people loved what we did'
Former West Indies captain Clive Lloyd made his Test debut 50 years ago this week. He looks back at his time in international cricket

"The thing I am most proud of is that we have moved forever from 'calypso cricket' to fielding some of the best professional players you'll ever meet" • Getty Images
No, I wasn't. I'd made a lot of runs in the Shell Shield - the first-class competition in the West Indies - and, in fact, a lot of people thought I would be going to England in 1966, but I wasn't chosen. Those were the days of bartering between the island selectors. "You give me X and I'll give you Y." So I missed out.
Never. Although I do remember when we played against England in Jamaica in '68, we were in the Flamingo Hotel in Kingston and there was a saxophonist playing there one night and he said to me: "You'll be captain of the West Indies one day." I had never thought that myself. Turned out he was a bit of a fortune teller.
"I fully accept that these men have to be paid properly. But at the same time there has to be a minimum requirement for our batsmen. You can't be averaging 20 in first-class cricket and be getting a year-long contract to play for the West Indies"
Well, I don't expect there was any other professional captain in the world who had to worry about his board's finances like I did. You know we were in the red when I first took over? You should know that the West Indies players have never been in awe of the board. Not for as long as I've been around. Garry Sobers was once told by someone on the board, "Of course, if your plane crashes today, Garry, we'll have to find a new captain". Now if your boss is speaking to you in those sorts of terms, you're not exactly going to be enamoured to him. So the players and the board were never great buddies. I should add that, despite this, we were always respectful of each other. But when we were winning, we had very little to do with the board. We hardly saw them. Only one of them ever used to call us and that was Allan Rae. He wanted to know how we were being treated, how big the gates [attendances] were, and that sort of thing, because he wanted to negotiate a better deal for us and for West Indies cricket.
We had to be strong, that's for sure. When we made that decision we were emerging champions - World Cup holders and winning our Test matches. Sure, we did it for ourselves, but for other cricketers too. Before Kerry Packer came along, I had to pay for my own bat, trousers and boots. When I first played for the West Indies I had to pay for the badge to be put on my cap and the pocket crest for my blazer. People were happy to call me a great cricketer, a legend, but not pay me in a way that matched my ability. But the biggest thing about World Series Cricket was that it taught us to be winners. Winning was so important for us. Not only did it help get rid of insularity within the Caribbean, it meant we got paid better.
When we were winning, the political leaders would send us telegrams. Michael Manley in Jamaica, Forbes Burnham in Guyana, Errol Barrow in Barbados. They were all there and they knew what we were doing. And they let it be known to us that our success as cricketers assisted their negotiating strength in their international politics. Because here were these guys representing less than six million people and we were champions of the world.
Not at all. Because I had grown into the job and I knew how important it was. When you're in a dressing room and you see Viv Richards wrap himself in the West Indies flag, and you see how we celebrated when we won, the high fives when we got a wicket, you were seeing something new in West Indian people. You never saw that in the old days. We had such an excellent unit. And much later, when I became the manager of the side, I wanted to bring that back, but by then there was a different breed of player. There was a different way of thinking. Unfortunately that harmony we engendered had been lost. No one begrudges the money these guys earn nowadays, but on top of that I don't want them to lose that feeling of pride that we had in playing for the West Indies.
"If we'd have had the DRS system, our games would have finished in two days! We had some of the worst umpires around, but we played through all of that"
I'm sad, I'm exasperated, I'm angered about the situation, but I keep hoping. Many times I say to myself, "It looks like we've turned that corner", but, well, it's looking like a very long corner. All my hopes rest in our young cricketers, but we don't do enough talking to our young people. They need to have more mentoring from people who they can trust. Not just from people with a list of qualifications after their names, but from men who can tell them how they can get through difficult situations.
Well, Test cricket has to be an attractive proposition to West Indians. It's very different for a young English cricketer who dreams of playing for his country. We are people from islands and territories. Our experience has always taught us that we need to make as much money as we can as fast as we can. So I fully accept that these men have to be paid properly. But at the same time we have to have standards. There has to be a minimum requirement for our batsmen. You can't be averaging 20 in first-class cricket and be getting a year-long contract to play for the West Indies. We've been lax on that in the past. We should want to play all our types of cricket in the same manner. We have to give our best one-day players a reason to come home when the T20 competitions are over. Our guys tend to stay away when the franchises are finished. Let's get them home. If we're not working in unison with them, they'll never come home.
I hope not. I think there are still quite a few people who want to play Test cricket, and people will watch if they see us trying to do well. People back winners in the West Indies, and that's why they're backing the guys who are making money from T20 nowadays - because they're doing well.
My greatest disappointment is that some of our people don't recognise what we have achieved. There is a lingering disrespect and I'm unhappy with that. We put in a huge amount of effort over many years and a lot of our past players haven't been given enough recognition. They could have done a marvellous job for the West Indies, and had they done so, we probably wouldn't be in the abyss. We'd have been way up high.
Yeah, I think so. At 70-odd, I feel that I have done my lot. But if I was to mark my own report card, I'd give myself a grade in the high 80s (smiles). I think I've done well in all departments. I think I've given great service to the game and I don't hate anybody. For my clubs and my country, I've thoroughly enjoyed it all, and I'd do it all again. You know, we were exciting. We played exciting cricket. We loved what we did and the people loved what we did.
Simon Lister is the author of Fire in Babylon: How the West Indies Cricket Team Brought a People to its Feet