World T20 March 26, 2014

The anthem's call

Do you feel a pull when you hear the song of another nation?
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Music and lyrics reaffirm a familial connection with a country © ICC

There is something about a national anthem playing in a crowded stadium that can move you deeply. If it is your country's national anthem, the major feeling is obviously patriotic. But what if it is that of another country and you can still relate to it for some reason?

Just before Bangladesh's opening World T20 match against West Indies, I went to the top level of the media centre at the Shere Bangla Stadium in Dhaka. I wanted to see how the cricket-crazy crowd reacted to their team walking out and lining up for the national anthem. I also wanted to listen to the anthem along with the rest of the crowd, not from behind the thick glass wall of the press box. As expected, there was a huge roar when the Bangladesh players appeared on the field, even though the stadium was just over half full, with people still making their way in.

Suddenly the roar turned into absolute silence when it was announced that people should stand for the anthems of both sides. It was so sudden, the silence seemed to reverberate louder than the roar. A short burst of cheering followed the end of "Rally Round the West Indies" before the silence returned.

Then started "Amar Sonar Bangla". I felt disappointed at first, because it was the instrumental version when I had been expecting a full vocal one. Then I felt myself react spontaneously, even to the instrumental.

"Amar Sonar Bangla" was written by Rabindranath Tagore in 1905, the year the province of Bengal in undivided India was partitioned by the British. Tagore is a Bengali icon, revered by Bengalis on both sides of the divide.

My connection to Bengal, the Indian side of it, is that my mother was born and raised there. My cousins and uncles are all fluent in Bangla. My mother's fluency in the language has not been passed on to me at all, though. I can claim to understand a few stray words, and if I am fortunate, a few sentences on occasion. But the bond has always been there. I have made multiple trips to the region since childhood.

And as "Amar Sonar Bangla" played on, that connection reaffirmed itself. I am in a land that is officially not mine. It was in the time of my grandfather, but it no longer is. My grandfather worked in Narayanganj, just south of Dhaka, until India's partition. He was caught in the terrible riots that broke out at that time, and his life was saved by a Muslim.

In a sense, I owe my existence to this region. They speak and love the same language here that my mother still adores, despite having lived in distant Mumbai for more than three decades. They speak and love the same language here that I cannot understand much but which calls out to a part of me even from an instrumental version of a song. It is telling me it can claim a part of me as its own, that I can claim a part of it as my own. It is making my hair stand on end, my lips quiver, turning my eyes moist.

So many thoughts are churning in my head. Is it natural to react like this? Am I supposed to feel this affinity? Isn't this another country's national anthem after all? What if someone sees me now? And then the melody comes to an end. And I am brought back to reality with a louder, mightier roar from the crowd. West Bengal. Bangladesh. That connection, whatever it is, will always be there. It has just been reaffirmed unexpectedly at a cricket stadium.

Abhishek Purohit is a sub-editor at ESPNcricinfo

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  • JuveriaTabassum on March 28, 2014, 7:43 GMT

    it is....there is something about patriotism and sport that does not ever fail to mesmerize everyone....and it is enchanting enough listening to the anthems of other nations on the cricket field...when your own anthem is played....that feeling is...unbelievable...you cant help but smile...

  • on March 28, 2014, 3:58 GMT

    yes, especially the Anthem for India..

  • on March 27, 2014, 21:32 GMT

    I am from Kolkata and I recognize a Ravindranath melody when I hear one - he was a world poet in the true sense of the term. Although I am not a bengali, but I was born and brought up in Bengal and I will always have a deep connection! I had similar sentiments when I heard the national anthem but was sad that it was only the instrumental and not vocal. I wonder why?

  • on March 27, 2014, 20:05 GMT

    Amazing article and emotions well captured.. @Vallavarayar - what is wrong with this sentimental, inspiring & moving post? We as humans are inherently hard-wired into sentiments/emotions, whether we accept or not. Strictly only 2 or 3 persons can watch/follow a cricket match without sentiments - UMPIRES. Are you an umpire by any chance, then I reason with you. Otherwise you need to be a cyborg tuned to watch cricket game..

  • ToTellUTheTruth on March 27, 2014, 17:52 GMT

    The Indian national anthem is also a precious gem that dropped down the pen of Rabindranath Tagore and he is revered even in the southernmost (not to mention other directions) of India.

  • eZoha on March 27, 2014, 13:35 GMT

    The connection is undeniable. Although I am a Bangladeshi, sometimes I have goosebumps listening to Indian anthem. That anthem is in Bangla as well and was written when it was one country and not three.

  • on March 27, 2014, 13:12 GMT

    it might not work for you vallavarayar but I don't think you should judge the character of the other cricinfo users!.

  • on March 27, 2014, 12:58 GMT

    Thank you for this article.

  • vallavarayar on March 27, 2014, 11:29 GMT

    Sorry, but diaries and sentimental blogs don't enhance the cricinfo readers' experience.

  • Herath-UK on March 27, 2014, 10:21 GMT

    We should respect each other's anthems with absolute respect (not spoiling as fans in some other sports do).I was really pleased to hear from the English that they love the Sri Lankan anthem tune & so it is credit to the sports events like this giving other nations to share & enjoy lovely foreign anthems.

  • JuveriaTabassum on March 28, 2014, 7:43 GMT

    it is....there is something about patriotism and sport that does not ever fail to mesmerize everyone....and it is enchanting enough listening to the anthems of other nations on the cricket field...when your own anthem is played....that feeling is...unbelievable...you cant help but smile...

  • on March 28, 2014, 3:58 GMT

    yes, especially the Anthem for India..

  • on March 27, 2014, 21:32 GMT

    I am from Kolkata and I recognize a Ravindranath melody when I hear one - he was a world poet in the true sense of the term. Although I am not a bengali, but I was born and brought up in Bengal and I will always have a deep connection! I had similar sentiments when I heard the national anthem but was sad that it was only the instrumental and not vocal. I wonder why?

  • on March 27, 2014, 20:05 GMT

    Amazing article and emotions well captured.. @Vallavarayar - what is wrong with this sentimental, inspiring & moving post? We as humans are inherently hard-wired into sentiments/emotions, whether we accept or not. Strictly only 2 or 3 persons can watch/follow a cricket match without sentiments - UMPIRES. Are you an umpire by any chance, then I reason with you. Otherwise you need to be a cyborg tuned to watch cricket game..

  • ToTellUTheTruth on March 27, 2014, 17:52 GMT

    The Indian national anthem is also a precious gem that dropped down the pen of Rabindranath Tagore and he is revered even in the southernmost (not to mention other directions) of India.

  • eZoha on March 27, 2014, 13:35 GMT

    The connection is undeniable. Although I am a Bangladeshi, sometimes I have goosebumps listening to Indian anthem. That anthem is in Bangla as well and was written when it was one country and not three.

  • on March 27, 2014, 13:12 GMT

    it might not work for you vallavarayar but I don't think you should judge the character of the other cricinfo users!.

  • on March 27, 2014, 12:58 GMT

    Thank you for this article.

  • vallavarayar on March 27, 2014, 11:29 GMT

    Sorry, but diaries and sentimental blogs don't enhance the cricinfo readers' experience.

  • Herath-UK on March 27, 2014, 10:21 GMT

    We should respect each other's anthems with absolute respect (not spoiling as fans in some other sports do).I was really pleased to hear from the English that they love the Sri Lankan anthem tune & so it is credit to the sports events like this giving other nations to share & enjoy lovely foreign anthems.

  • on March 27, 2014, 9:26 GMT

    As a a slight aside from the message of the article, but as a New Zealander it always annoys me when our anthem(s) are sung and the American singer messes up the pronunciations of not only the Maori but also her American accent ruins the English NZ anthem. Perhaps a NZer should be singing our anthem. (Lorde??? Do it!)

  • mukherjeeabhijit on March 27, 2014, 8:59 GMT

    Lovely write up.. Being a Bengali I can relate to every word the author says...

    I guess, its a similar feeling for an inhabitant of Amritsar traveling to Lahore... Same food...Same weather...same lifestyle..same poverty.. same sports.. same passion...same poetry... same dreams.. same aspirations.. Yes.. different country... even more than that.. different religion which had started making a difference 66 years back and the difference assumed the shape of an entire state...

  • on March 27, 2014, 7:36 GMT

    This was just the best article for me..... I read a lot of articles on cricinfo but never commented on anything however this article made me write a comment....

    Really appreciated mate ..... joy bangla

  • Bang_La on March 26, 2014, 23:25 GMT

    Abhi, quite touche! Keep it up.

  • arif29 on March 26, 2014, 23:07 GMT

    Division of Bengal was one of the biggest injustice of the last century. What you feel is natural. Love from Bangladesh.

  • on March 26, 2014, 16:28 GMT

    Nice Article.

    But like the writer I am also disapponted to hear the instrumental version of the anthem. I don't know who is in charge of playing or chosing the versions, but I do think that they should play the vocal version. BCB as a host can change it easily. Hope they do from the India match.

  • on March 26, 2014, 15:49 GMT

    There is still some humanity left in this tilted, tired and drained Earth....

  • on March 26, 2014, 13:24 GMT

    Never expected this in Cricinfo. Good article mate!!!!

  • on March 26, 2014, 11:50 GMT

    evoked much emotions. As an expat Bangladeshi this article hits the spot for me.

  • saugata99 on March 26, 2014, 10:11 GMT

    I fully understand and appreciate your sentiments Abhishek. I am an Indian living in Kolkata but my roots lie in this very land which speaks my mother tongue and has a culture very similar to mine. Off course on the cricket field, I will always support my country against B'desh but when the anthem will be played at the start, there will be a twinkle in my eye, not only because Ámar Sonar Bangla'will be in my language but more so when I realise that both these anthems have been created by one man (maybe the only case in the world). Thanks for such a nice and thought provoking article.....

  • on March 26, 2014, 9:42 GMT

    This was beautiful. Thank you.

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  • on March 26, 2014, 9:42 GMT

    This was beautiful. Thank you.

  • saugata99 on March 26, 2014, 10:11 GMT

    I fully understand and appreciate your sentiments Abhishek. I am an Indian living in Kolkata but my roots lie in this very land which speaks my mother tongue and has a culture very similar to mine. Off course on the cricket field, I will always support my country against B'desh but when the anthem will be played at the start, there will be a twinkle in my eye, not only because Ámar Sonar Bangla'will be in my language but more so when I realise that both these anthems have been created by one man (maybe the only case in the world). Thanks for such a nice and thought provoking article.....

  • on March 26, 2014, 11:50 GMT

    evoked much emotions. As an expat Bangladeshi this article hits the spot for me.

  • on March 26, 2014, 13:24 GMT

    Never expected this in Cricinfo. Good article mate!!!!

  • on March 26, 2014, 15:49 GMT

    There is still some humanity left in this tilted, tired and drained Earth....

  • on March 26, 2014, 16:28 GMT

    Nice Article.

    But like the writer I am also disapponted to hear the instrumental version of the anthem. I don't know who is in charge of playing or chosing the versions, but I do think that they should play the vocal version. BCB as a host can change it easily. Hope they do from the India match.

  • arif29 on March 26, 2014, 23:07 GMT

    Division of Bengal was one of the biggest injustice of the last century. What you feel is natural. Love from Bangladesh.

  • Bang_La on March 26, 2014, 23:25 GMT

    Abhi, quite touche! Keep it up.

  • on March 27, 2014, 7:36 GMT

    This was just the best article for me..... I read a lot of articles on cricinfo but never commented on anything however this article made me write a comment....

    Really appreciated mate ..... joy bangla

  • mukherjeeabhijit on March 27, 2014, 8:59 GMT

    Lovely write up.. Being a Bengali I can relate to every word the author says...

    I guess, its a similar feeling for an inhabitant of Amritsar traveling to Lahore... Same food...Same weather...same lifestyle..same poverty.. same sports.. same passion...same poetry... same dreams.. same aspirations.. Yes.. different country... even more than that.. different religion which had started making a difference 66 years back and the difference assumed the shape of an entire state...