'I'm still hungry to represent India'
Kolkata Knight Riders opener Robin Uthappa is aiming for a maiden T20 hundred and an international comeback

"To be aggressive, to be consistent, to be a game-changer, to be a match-winner, has been my focus over the last couple of years" • BCCI
As an opener, as a senior member in the side, I really want to win this tournament. I have been working on setting a good foundation and trying to see if I can bat through the innings. My role hasn't changed very much over the seasons. I have settled into my game very well right now. I have a lot of confidence in my skills. For me, right now, it is to repeat those things and align them with my role in the side and my goals.
I believe it [a century] is right round the corner, simply because the last four years I have spent restructuring my game, and I think I have gradually improved every year.
Oh really? It is good to have numbers like these as it gives me a deeper perspective of where I am heading.
"I have never played in one batting position for India in more than three innings. Give me ten, seven, five games in one position. I promise you, you will not need to change me from there"
I don't go too much into the stats because what matters is if the team is winning or not. When each member plays their role according to the plan set for them, you end up winning a lot more. When you win you don't really worry about how you have done individually. Of course, I want to improve my performances. I have set a few standards for myself and these stats only help me in driving more towards what I need to work on, but making sure that I stay aligned to the role defined by the team.
You can't do that. It does not serve you. It does not serve the team. But as someone who sets standards for himself I definitely want to have a hundred.
There is a lot more responsibility on an opener. If you see the guys in the top order, a lot of them are senior members or captains of their teams. People who are able to take that pressure are actually guys that bat up the order and do well. I want to take the ownership to make sure I set my team up to win. If I perform my role well, if I can bat through the innings or bat through 80% of the innings, I know that is really setting up my team for victory.
I have discussed a lot of my game with Jacques. He knows all my check points - head position, body weight, how stable I am while playing my shots, what are my strong positions, from where do I play my best shots - basically about weight transfer.
I asked Katich what he used to do in the off season. He said he went and played any level of cricket - grade, club, first division, second, third division. I asked him about club cricket in England and Australia. He said, "I would go and play third-division cricket, but I was just focusing on what I needed to do, just reapplying my affirmations to myself, my technique to myself, which gave me a sense of confidence. It got a lot firmer. I was able to do it with a lot more control. It only added value when I went back and played a better grade of cricket."
The second one I knew but not the first. It is a proud feeling. But it is one thing performing at this level. The standards and goals I have set for myself are truly at the international level. I still haven't lost any hope. I still believe I am fit enough, I am strong enough and ready enough to play international level. I am waiting for that good opportunity. You want to be recognised for your performances. You want to be playing strong international sides, because that is what you are prepping yourself for. Honestly, that is what I am looking forward to - a good run. I believe I have stacked enough good performances to be playing in the main side. I believe I will have my time under the sun.
"If someone like Jacques calls you one of the best batsmen technically in the country, man, that is huge "
Yes, I am. I have proved my mettle a lot. I just need a good string of opportunities. I have never played in one batting position for India in more than three innings. Give me ten, seven, five games in one position. I promise you, you will not need to change me from there. The last time I played for India, in Zimbabwe [last July], I batted at Nos. 3 and 5 in the ODIs and No. 3 in T20Is. And I am an opening batsman. I open through the year. The positions keep changing.
Karnataka did not qualify for the knockouts in the last Ranji Trophy, but I was the second highest run scorer in the league stages. [Still] I did not get picked for the Irani Trophy. For me, playing Test cricket for India is a goal, but if my performances are not going to be taken note of, then you start wondering where things are going wrong. You are left wondering where you are heading. You are not growing as a cricketer. I am still very hopeful and hungry to represent India.
I would look at that as an opportunity to grow into playing Test cricket. If you look at the Indian Test team right now, you need someone in the middle order to score quick runs. Virat [Kohli] has been saying the same, so his bowlers get enough time to bowl the opposition twice. Although I am an opener, I have been trying to bat in the middle order for Karnataka. The aim was to face the second new ball. I want to adapt myself to any position the team requires me to bat at. That is what I tried out last Ranji season, where I also kept wicket in alternate matches, but it did not work out as it was hurting the Karnataka team balance.
Being married to an athlete is quite different. She picks you up when you are down. She motivates you when you are lazy. There are a lot of pros. Marriage has really settled me down, given me a sense of grounding. It is a responsibility that I am enjoying.
Nagraj Gollapudi is a senior assistant editor at ESPNcricinfo